FIELD NOTE |
April 23, 2026
I Learned Early That Resources Were Real
Growing up with very little money taught me that resources are real. It also taught me that stewardship and scarcity are not the same thing.
Scarcity makes resources visible
I grew up very, very poor. There were years when my parents, raising six children, brought in less than five hundred dollars for the entire year.
When resources are that constrained, they are not abstractions. Food, fuel, clothing, time, a working vehicle, a piece of equipment—everything has consequence. You learn substitution. Repair. Improvisation. You learn that almost nothing is disposable and that possibility often begins with what is already in front of you.
Those lessons are still in me. They are part of why I can look at a messy organization and see resources other people have stopped noticing.
Making almost anything work is a skill
Scarcity can make you astonishingly capable. You learn how to stretch, combine, reuse, wait, fix, and go without. You become creative because creativity is not optional.
For a long time, I confused that capability with stewardship. I do not anymore.
Scarcity and stewardship are not the same thing
Stewardship asks what something needs in order to remain healthy, useful, and available over time. Scarcity asks what can be survived with what is currently available.
Those questions sometimes produce the same answer. Sometimes they produce very different ones.
A team can make do with too little. A parent can absorb one more task. A machine can run without preventive maintenance. A budget can defer an investment. The fact that something can be made to work does not mean the condition is wise to preserve.
Enough is a design question
I am interested in the point between waste and deprivation: enough capacity to respond, enough redundancy to recover, enough margin to choose, enough care to notice what is changing.
That is difficult territory for people and organizations shaped by scarcity because unused capacity can feel morally suspect. If something is available, shouldn't we use it? If a person can carry more, shouldn't they?
But a system with no room cannot adapt.
Much of my adult work has lived inside a shift from ‘What can I make possible with what I have?’ to ‘What does this actually require?’
I still value ingenuity. I still hate waste. But I no longer believe the highest form of resourcefulness is proving how little we can survive on.
Stewardship is not making scarcity beautiful. It is using resources with enough care that possibility remains available tomorrow.
Growing up with very little did not make me romantic about scarcity. Scarcity is exhausting. It narrows choices and makes small failures expensive.
But it did train my attention toward resources: what is actually available, what can be reused, what is being wasted, what looks useless only because no one has connected it to the right need. I still find myself asking whether we truly have a resource problem or whether we are measuring the wrong things.
That instinct can be useful and dangerous. I can see possibility deep inside a constrained system. I can also stay too long because I can imagine what could be made from what is there. Stewardship is not squeezing infinite utility from finite resources. Sometimes it is admitting the resource is insufficient. Sometimes it is refusing to consume what should be preserved.